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Yaretzi is a software developer that is hidden from the world, haunted by her memories. Her anxiety is made worse by a scar across her face, a reminder of a tragedy that nearly ended her life and took her family from her.

A chance encounter leads her to meet a mysterious man after his life is shattered by betrayal. As their unique connection grows, hidden truths of his past and identity soon force her to confront a shocking revelation.

She must face her fears if she is to achieve her dream that will one day affect the lives of millions.

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Music often inspires scenes, helps mold the tone of a narrative, and in some cases, defines a character.


What follows is a collection of songs that are the soundtrack to this novel.


There are two versions of this song, a "dark" and a "light. The opening of the story would begin with the "dark" version of the song. The tone hinting at the potentially painful aspect of love. Being hurt, betrayal, distrust, and heartbreak. It reflects Robin's mental state, having been pushed to an emotional breaking point.

This song inspired a "deleted" scenario that does not occur in the novel but would be ideal for a movie or television series based off the book. This will add to the experience for the visual representation of the book on screen. Learn more about this new addition below under the "Bonus Scene" section of this page.


There are two versions of this song, a "dark" and a "light. The story would end with the "light" version of the song. The tone revealing the transformation of both Robin and Yaretzi in that they are feeling optimistic about the future. There is a feeling of joyful excitement about where their relationship will take them next. 





Yaretzi struggles with severe social anxiety, leading a reclusive life away from the world. As a software engineer, she is trying to make the virtual friend program that she is involved with more user friendly and lifelike. She has aspirations to create her own interactive program to help those struggling with mental issues.



Robin's passion for acting has helped him endure years of bullying in high school and crippling depression. He has achieved fame as an actor, known across the globe. Yet, when his past returns to haunt him in the form of betrayal by the woman he loved, he is pushed to a breaking point that has led to the decision of ending his life.



Synthia is Robin's agent, having first met him during an audition. She was wanting to start a new path for her career and saw potential in his acting skills. She has proven successful in her career, helping multiple clients achieve success with her guidance. Her analytical mind has aided her navigate the world of Hollywood.  

Bonus Scene: Not Found In Book

After Yaretzi meets Jason at the convention, she returns to her hotel room exhausted, feeling as if she is going to lost consciousness. She barely has time to get out of her costume and into comfortable clothes before she passes out. A dream sequence takes place where she thinks of all that she had gone through involving him, mixed with thoughts of the future. The two of them spending time together. All the while, the song IRIS by Tommee Profitt and Ruelle is playing. The lyrics perfectly reflect her thoughts, feelings, and concerns involving the man she is in love with. She wakes up to a unique ring tone she set for Jason. It is this song. The dream sequence fades into reality as she wakes up, linking back up to the events depicted in the novel.


Hidden Author

Where would the Author make a cameo?

Stan Lee is notorious for making a cameo in movies and television series based off his written works. With that in mind, where would the author of this novel make an appearance in a visual adaptation of the book?

During a scene where Yaretzi is waiting in line to see Robin in person for the first time, she starts to have a panic attack. She looks around, desperately wanting to leave as she feels her courage waning. Those around her provide emotional support, many of which offer to let her move towards the front of the line by stepping aside for her. Among these individuals is the author dressed in full costume, who provides comfort while she struggles with her anxiety.


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